What makes a man miserable? Is it simply just an imbalance of chemicals inside the mind and system? Something that can be resolved with a simple prescription? Or is something more? Something deep down inside the soul that beckons to be heard, seen and felt? Is it something that, without feeling or sense of presence, makes man wither away into nothingness?

This feeling…. is it something so small that it can go undetected even under the eyes of a trained individual? Or is it something so big…. so gigantic, that everyone seems to ignore it to see something else, that…. “Broader Horizon”.

I ask, “What is it? What makes man like this?”, only the sound of silence reaches my ears. Can it simply be that questions such as these are never meant to be answered? Or is it that only a very select few have the wisdom to do so?

This feeling of desolation…. Is it never-ending? Or does it eventually come to a close? Is it so powerful a feeling that it makes men commit unspeakable acts? Or is it so insignificant yet so piercing that it racks the mind to the point of near insanity?

What is this feeling? Is it something that is needed in order to view the “big picture”? Something that, without it, makes life simple and plain? Something that is used in order better one’s self? Or is it just something that the very few and the very unfortunate experience in order to test their resolve?

The Scriptures tell us that there is something more out there…something to alleviate this feeling of desolation. If so, where is this source of Redemption? Of Purity? Can it be found only through a single book? Can it only be seen in a building of the Cross? Can it be felt in the hearts and minds of the many people we walk by everyday? The ones we talk to about daily events? Or is it none of the above? Something else so…Grand and Majestic that human comprehension ceases to reach?

Will it ever be discovered, the intent of this feeling? Will man ever see the day that it is? Or is it just a thing of adversity?